I’m writing porn. At this very moment too. I’m putting the finishing touches on a story where there’s quite a bit of fucking going on. Yeah, I know, porn writing isn’t really anything new for me, but this year has brought many changes in my life, to include a demanding, corporate America job, and lets face it, I’m a lefty liberal, free-bird, so working in the confines of the corporate world as been quite an, uh-huh - a-d-j-u-s-t-m-e-n-t.  I’m also essentially (fuck essentially, I’m gutting it like fish that’s ready for the sushi chef) rebuilding a house that’s a mere 110 years old. I’ve also delved into taking my fascination with language and the entire Spanish culture more seriously by studying Espanol this year. I was on a summer break from language, but my out-of-the-blue trip to Kuala Lumpur next week has me trying to speak Malay: so it’s back to the language drawing board for Neve again.  Let’s just say, my cup runneth over with changes this year.

The reason I bring this up is because as I start writing, I find my mind goes like this: I wanted to fuck her. She was beautiful, with full, lips, and hips that swayed, like palm trees in a warm, tropical breeze…fuck…did I remember to tell the electrician about moving that circuit box over so the plumber can pull the pvc pipe upstairs? Or, oh, my God, I cannot believe this account makes billions of dollars each year, and they’re a bunch of whiny-ass babies….so I reached for her; pulling her into the ache of my core…Saya nak beli (which translates from Malay to English as: I’d like to buy.

What the fuck is the matter with me?

Seriously though. This is how I write these days. I take breaks to eat, do some laundry, pet a pussy or three, check FB, blog, answer my phone, while I think about the whirlwind of events churning around me. Does anyone else experience this? How do you block out the world and just get your porn writing on anyway?

Adios and Selamat tinggal
Neve Black

p.s. I used the word fuck quite a lot in this post, didn’t?